this is one of those days where i wake up and i am so happy and nothing is going to bug me today! it's friday! heehee. last night i got home from class, watched TV and ate fruit, exercised and showered and then went to download songs. i downloaded a lot of madonna's songs and also went to her website! at around midnight, mark popped online and we talked until 3 am. i like it when he poses these questions. he goes, tanya, i have a question for you. haha, he always thinks i stray from my point- he did that last night though! im becoming more blunt- i think we are morphing into one another and realizing it. haha.

a TRIP TO HAWAII??????? esther hopefully will plan it when she comes home. =) that would be SO FUN! i forgot to mention yesterday, i got a postcard from Zach! he is on an island off the coast of Florida. Nice! i need to spend time in the sun..

i was going to do this whole thing diary thing for august but i changed my mind. i will stick to this one- i think my priority lies in my webpage that is still....blank. i just need to get started.. i just disregard my ideas time after time. this morning- i awoke feeling inspired to do it- only to fall back asleep. haha!

okay, i am so hot right now because i just finished exercising. gotta start the month off good! it was a good day. i designed some stuff for daddy, i learned about the RLC circuits- 2nd order. and!!!! math 216 is coming back to me... everything ties in together its so beautiful- i like this professor- he makes the material interesting and straightforward. also i went to GAP and Banana in Los Gatos today. =) i bought something that people will not see from GAP and something people will see from Banana. I liked what they did with Banana, the layout is different and it felt like they had a lot of sales. okay maybe i go there too much to know the layout-- and also know when their webpage changes. =)

must take a shower now. and stop listening to Strong Enough by sheryl crow before i get too sick of it.. =)

i had the most vivid dream this morning. i always wake up because i set the alarm on the cell phone...and i even got the message alert for the weather.. but somehow i fell back asleep and it was this dream about how i totally wanted tootsie rolls, and i was getting really angry about it. gee! i never dreamed so it would feel so real when i woke. i saw all these tootsie rolls in a luggage suitcase thing...

last night in my down time jon called me at around 11 and i talked to him for a half hour- about the potential job! about him recording the tape for Esther and about work.. then later online i actually talked to him a lot about mark. mark made that comment about how i probably liked him more than he liked me and it totally bugged me. it still does. it makes me want to not seem like i like him so much or something. blah. when i get so talky- about relationships and boys?

anyways, my newest interest is feng shui. it will be important for my apartment next year! i am going to go to the library today after work and before class. or maybe... a Banana run. =)

hola! como estas. yo penso... i have been thinking about hotmail. mommy had me forward pictures to my cousin in south africa- and since PINE isn't so user friendly i used my hotmail address. usually i use my hotmail for junk- but i thought about what mark said- about how hotmail is more personal. that is true! actually i spent this morning setting mine up more, putting a contacts list up and all. should i swap to it for personal email? school one is for school- classmates, school-related..... that is a good idea. the interface for hotmail is so much nicer to look at. i even set up phone messaging- except i think the at&t plan on this nokia phone doesn't support sending text messages, only receives.

also, it's a good way to learn spanish or chinese if i set up the language preference on it. haha. it's also probably better to write irene with that email because then i can get all those forwards that she sends.

i'll think about it later..

freedom! ugh. the downside to living at home.. gr! i always smile and have patience, but its annoying when mommy keeps tabs on me. college has given me freedom, especially doing things late at night and just not worrying about getting home a certain time.. i spent awhile talking to mark on the phone before coming home just now. i know if i talked at home mommy and daddy would be bugging me, so i thought it would be more pleasant to talk elsewhere.. but then when i get home i am showered with questions.

but! it was a good conversation with him. i was surprised when he told that i was his best friend freshman year during thanksgiving. somehow i knew he was a good friend- and maybe the best, but not positive. now i feel like yeah, wow, we really talk now. esther would say i am getting "weird" about him, but i don't care- i do what my heart feels- be more expressive and think less about it.so yup.

im going to start einstein in love now... it looks interesting so far..

9 minutes to write my blog for today.

todays big event was the sheryl crow/train concert. my first ever!! after i showered and also finished watching the thomas crown affair, i rushed around to get ready and also kept trying to contact jennifer- to notify that the concert was changed to an earlier start time. i went to lunch with jess at chevy's. i ve only had chinese food for awhile so fresh mex was a good change. we went to barnes and nobles and old navy to look around, then headed back to her house so she could change into a skirt. =) and i had some orange juice~

so- from 3:30 til now was the concert..we met jennifer and daniel there on time! it is good to see them, and when the music wasnt blasting- to talk a little. we were there quite long cuz there were a lotta groups- silvercrush, O.A.R., Ziggy Marley.. but we got FREE FOOD at the VIP lounge area! =)

i have so much appreciation for rock alternative music ~ i think it is my favorite genre of music.! Tonic was also there!!! The bassist is hot! So is the lead singer for Train! And Sheryl Crow has SO many good songs that I will look for on Kazaa now. I hope I tanned a little today.. good night!