i feel physically drained. it makes me feel emotionally drained too. i just got back from class. my last class... i think he is one of the best teachers that i have had in a while. i can't say anything bad about him.. im listening to dream on... i guess it goes along with the professor's goodbye speech. he said to challenge yourself. find something you just like- to do, have a knack for. this summer... i have been too unfocused. i lack focus. i need to regroup!

okay, enough of those ... dot dot dot. i am going to chat a little online. then- perk up. shower. STUDY tomorrow. tonight was a good class/review.

today's mission at work is just getting all these .avi, .mov files to convert properly and have clear losseless image quality. haha. yup. it is so much funner with esther here. so yesterday i was just in a really monday-ish mood. i really didn't want to be at work. and i was just so blah-- im such a complainer. all i think about these days is food and hawaii. haha! im good today.

but last night when i got home, esther was talking to mark. she gave me the phone and i talked to him from about 10-1:30. we had a good talk. our talk was serious- but we laughed a lot. i honestly think we think the same things- and i discover that fact as he tries to say things to me. i think- he cried on the phone. if i am not mistaken. or his voice was breaking a lot. hmm. i will talk to him in person soon. 1/10? 1/100? i wonder.

wish me and e good luck this afternoon when we get these files to convert properly. please! and tonight I AM GOING TO STUDY CIRCUIT.......!!!!!!!

e is home, asleep right on the bed so i feel bad if i type too long and stuff. everyone is asleep..

it has been a good weekend. i saw two movies, i am sam and about a boy. i am sam is good! it made me teary-eyed a couple moments. i want to get into watching movies again- like i really want to see jerry maguire again. on friday night, jon, judd, jon y, alex came over and we played risk and bridge. two games i shouldl get better at. i won risk though! hee. and today i slept until 11 =) this weekend i can sum up as very home-based and "quiet."

what will the next week bring? its amazing how in a couple weeks i will be back in michigan. i am a little excited and a little nervous. and i have to get my webpage done!!!! more tomorrow.!